Overwhelmed!

This morning I woke up feeling tired again, a reminder that my depression hasn't left me yet. I've been depressed for almost a month now. I started exercising again last week. I work on my heavy bag, dance and then work with my dumb bells. I thought if I exercised I would feel a lot happier but then again...

I am so depressed because of so many things that have to do with my lovelife, career, finances, and unfulfilled dreams (not necessarily in that order)! My Dad said I'm just overwhelmed by the possibilities. Well, yes, to some extent.

I know God has a lot in store for me this year. I believe that with all my heart. But I can never seem to shake off this laziness that's crippling me. I'm too lazy to do the things that I need to do. I just want to lie down and wilt away. I don't know why.

Sure I would love to see all my problems solved and all my dreams fulfilled but this laziness is holding me back. I know what to do, I just don't have the courage to get up and do it. I've been praying. I just want to get out of this, the sooner the better.

Tomorrow I'm seeing a psychotherapist. I hope he can help me.