Tuesday, June 08, 2004

I was happier then

It's different now. So much different now. Technology has allowed people to pop in and out of each other's lives faster than ever before, creating more gaps, more insecurities, more unanswered questions, more confusion, more broken relationships.

I want my old world back.

But I guess that's just wishful thinking. I'm a slave of this technology. I know it really has more disadvantages than I care to admit. But what can I do? I live here now.

I must learn to live in this world, where everything's cyber. Everything's as real only as you care to imagine. You close your eyes for a moment and it's bliss, you take one peek and reality pops, destroying every illusion.

I delude myself whenever I think that what I have here is part of my reality. Maybe it is, I'm not sure anymore. Whatever.

I just want my old life back.

I was happier then.





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