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I can't believe I'm at the starting point again! I am so disappointed and a little depressed at how things have turned out. But what can I do?! I have no choice but to take things as they come. I shouldn't be here. This is not the place for me.

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To whom it may concern:

I understand it clearly now. Now I know why you have turned out this way. You never gave yourself the chance to really feel. You never listened to what your heart was trying to tell you. You thought you knew what you wanted. Or may be you were just too tired, or too arrogant, to listen to your heart.

I just hope that, someday, you will have the courage to really listen to your heart, then and only then can you find real happiness. You owe it to yourself to find what is truly important and lasting.

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Snippets from a twisted onversation: (Or an attempt to explain what goes on in the mind of a girl when she turns silent during an, eherm, emotional conversation)

#1
Guy to Girl: ...I can't always be at the lowest rung of your priorities, at some point you have to prioritize me!

Girl to Self: (Duh?! Who you?)

#2
Guy to Girl: Wala kang puso!

Girl to Self: (Ho-hum, okay, tell me something I don't know.)

#3
Guy to Girl: It can't be like this all the time, you have to think about this long-term...and blah and blah and blah...

Girl to Self: (Long-term your foot! I'm hungry na. Gusto ko ng pizza!)