I have been receiving a lot of happy news from a lot of people--all good friends from way back. And while I'm sincerely happy for them I can't help but think about my own happiness. I can't say I'm miserable. I am not. I have a lot of things to be thankful for: The BOOK - not everyone can write a book in less than two months; the fact that I can afford not to have a 9-5 job; I can choose to do only the things that I really love; I always get juicy options (hehe); I'm no longer desperate--something that I've proven just recently; and the list goes on...
There are dreams that are yet to come true and wishes that will remain unfulfilled but I'm learning to take things as they come. I'm not scared anymore and that's the most important thing.
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I've always had the misfortune--I hate this word!--of being linked to obnoxious and hopelessly stupid men. But recently I learned that someone from my past has evolved into a very responsible, loving, admirable guy. *sigh* lagi na lang bang ganito?
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Some guy recently told me this: Wala kang puso!
Ouch. Ouch talaga!
I don't know why but, sometimes, I just can't help but turn into this mean, jaded person. My closest friends know I'm not exactly the nicest person in the world but they also know that I do have some degree of faith and optimism. It's just so sad that it's been pretty hard for me to show some optimism lately.
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